Why does doubt ever come into my mind? It never fails. Then, God reminds me who is in control. HIM!!
I was sitting there wondering how in the world we would make it financially this month. Since, I have been out of work beginning in July, 2013, God has provided more times than I can remember. But not until today, did I realize I need to write all this down and glorify His Name. I need to believe and I need to trust more!
I do tell people He is great. I tell people I believe. I tell people He provides. I tell people I couldn’t make it without Him. But do I show them in black and white just like God shows us in the Bible. It’s right there. He provides for His people. Am I any different? Should I not write about what He has done for me so others can read today, tomorrow, next year?
Should I not tell everyone about my journey?
Some people may say no, because I do not have a college education. Some people may say no, because I was raised by two people who barely made it out of sixth or seventh grade. Some people say, you talk with too much of a country accent. Some people say, act more professional. Act like you have money. Act like this, wear that, do this. I’m tired of what people say. I’m tired of what everyone else says. I’m tired to listening to those voices.
The only voice I’m listening to is GOD’S from now on. His Voice is the only voice that matters.
Didn’t God talk to Moses?
19 As the sound of the trumpet grew louder and louder, Moses spoke and the voice of God answered him.
Did God not talk to Job?
God’s voice thunders in marvelous ways; he does great things beyond our understanding.
Did God to speak after Jesus was baptized?
16 As soon as Jesus was baptized, he went up out of the water. At that moment heaven was opened, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. 17 And a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son,whom I love; with him I am well pleased.”
So if He talked then, why do we think He can not talk to us now. He can. So why don’t we listen? Look at the miraculous things that happened to the people in the Old and New Testament when they listened to the Voice of God.
He may not speak loudly. He may speak softly to you. The point is will you hear Him? Will you do has He says? Will you trust Him?
I have decided to leave everything behind me. All the negative talk, all the disappointments. I am walking forward with Him. He is my way. He is the voice I will listen to. He is the one I will turn to. He is the one I will speak about. He is the one I will believe in. He is the one I will trust.
I know it will not be easy. But what really is easy in life. With God, He will help make things easy. He will help us get through each day. He will always show us a way. He has a plan.
I want to listen.
I want God.
I want to trust and obey!